September 2011
2 posts
I don't want you anymore.
Because I found something different with him and I want him.
No, it’s not easy, but then again, I’m the kind of girl that likes challenges. Simply, I want him. Because I want him so much, I don’t want you anymore. Never before have I had something like this. This crazy relationship that makes me wonder sometimes but because of him, I finally got over you.
He is what I...
To be honest
I miss the old you and I know I’ll never have that you ever again and it saddens me but there’s nothing I can do about it. You’ve completely changed and I can’t bring you back and even if you came back somehow, I wouldn’t be able to go back to you.
June 2011
1 post
May 2011
1 post
Just as I thought this was all coming to an end.
I find out that you have a saved picture of me from my tumblr. I don’t know why but I’m starting to think that you aren’t over us like you said you were. Damn I hate this because now it seems to me that no matter how much I love him, I still love you. Damn, I don’t like admitting this. I can’t tell anyone. I will probably tell him though. He deserves to know. I...
April 2011
8 posts
I would like to believe that I'm finally over...
Because I think I really am. I miss you, but it’s the old you that I miss. Not the you you have become. I’m happy at the moment, ecstatic actually. I can’t even barely remember all the pain you’ve caused. I think this is all finally coming to an end.
March 11, 2011 →
We’re friends again. I think you’re keeping your feelings locked away, hidden somewhere for whatever reason. Maybe it’s because if I knew you still had those strong feelings for me, I might have them for you again. Guess what. I still have those feelings for you anyway! I have to say though, you aren’t the same person I thought you were. & I guess you can say I’m not either but that’s...
March 29, 2011 "So I found you on this." →
& I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing but whatever. I really wish I didn’t have these feelings for you still. I swear, if you and I ever got back together and we were the way we used to be, I wouldn’t need/want anybody else. I would be more than pleased to be with you again. I doubt it’s going to happen again though. But I mean, every relationship I try to have with anyone else...
February 14, 2011 "& you" →
You just won’t leave me alone. You try to get my ass in trouble and tell your mom a bunch of lies, don’t you? What do you want from me? What could you possibly want to take from me now? You already got the guy I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, you got him to stop talking to me, you got some of my friends to turn their back on me, you got everything I once had that made my life complete....
I can't believe that after everything, all the...
February 2011
3 posts
January 2011
28 posts
29848.) Even when I'm happy, I contemplate...
so we're supposed to meet tomorrow
and i wish we could hang out for a longer time than what you said but you have to go pick up/see your girlfriend. lol
sorry i can’t help but laugh. i just don’t see her as your girlfriend and i don’t think you guys are in love. i just see you guys as crushes, after all you guys act like little kids around each other.
you and i though, we were practically married.
:P
It Hurts.
aprillynnuh:
tedeezy:
It hurts when you gotta start calling someone by their name, when their name used to be ”babe” or ”honey”.
It hurts when you gotta start taking pictures by yourself, when you used to have someone to take them with.
It hurts when you gotta start going out or sleeping alone, when you had someone to do those things with.
It hurts when you see no one next to you, when you...
you
you’re IMing me.
i’m actually laughing at things we’re talking about. we’re agreeing on things. we’re catching up on each others lives. you say i’ve changed, that i’m more optimistic. i am. i love it. i love this. just talking to you again makes me hopeful. mi amor, you don’t know it but someday we will be something again and it’s going to...
Fact 2: I will never let you go
you talk to me
about the past and i hear my fucking heart breaking all over again.
and you just told me you’re over us. after i asked you to be honest.
are you being honest?
i don’t believe you. i don’t believe you could be over two years of us.
you just make me want to run away. hide. leave. forget.
i hate you.
but i could never hate you as much as i love you.
ever-growingwonder:
And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.
so tell me
because i really don’t know how we got to this point. i don’t understand how we got this way.
why don’t you talk to me anymore? why did you throw 2 years down the drain? you said you love me, you said you always would. so tell me why you no longer speak to me or hold me the way you did or kiss me or touch me or even look at me the same. tell me.
tell me you’re not doing...
maps
♫wait, they don’t love you like i love you♫.
remember when we used to say that to each other?
this was our song.
REMEMBER?!
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If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you...
I still love you, even though you’ve hurt me so much </3
S[he's] br[ok]en.
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I can't be strong all the time. I can't lie all...
It still fucking hurts but what the fuck can I do?
It’s done. Over. & I fucking miss all of it. The rollercoaster relationship we had. The reason it was like that was because I was afraid of losing you which is why I picked fights with you, even the stupid little shit. You were my first fucking love and I never wanted to lose you. Now you’re with her and my heart hurts a little...
i miss you
don’t waste your time on me, you’re already the voice inside my head.